** KBarnes **

Strong willed, stubborn, ghetto, yet fab-u-lous. Dreams, ambition, the top, my one wish. Rap, music, the radio, and industry too. That dream boy, My City, all I want is you. The life, the times, everything in your grasp. The answers to questions, go ahead and ask.

Monday, April 11, 2005

Oh the Weekend...

So it was a wild and crazy weekend full of road trips and things of that nature. I truly did enjoy it though. At one point I was driving as sheets of rain fell upon Kel's Cavelier and couldn't see neither of the lines. Then I exited and didn't even know it. It was great fun. We even got hailed on. I thoroughly enjoyed it. We were in Denton on I35 creepin' at 10 mph. You don't get to do that every day.

:: David ::
Everybody who takes the time to listen to my story says, give it up. Thus, that relationship is OVER with. It's a shame I enjoyed what I had with him. Another shame, other then his pathological lying, he could have been the man of my dreams. Whatever. I'm sure there's someone even better then him out there waiting for me. I didn't even have enough time to "fall in love" with him. Though, it's sad to say I don't think I could have ever even got to that point. I was so much in lust there was no room for love. I don't think I ever felt an inkling of love when I was with him. Sure I "liked" him, but there was no love...none at all. So now, I'm single as ever, yet again.

:: Tattoo ::
Oh my goodness. My tattoo is so hot. Hahahaha. I'm so proud of it. Everybody needs to get one. Go out today and DO IT.

:: School ::
OH MY GAWD. I'm so ready to be done with this BS. The second week of May I'm going to N.C. to live with my Sister for the Summer. I'm going to work and hustle hard. Then I'm going to come back to Texas around Fall for school. Where? Good question. It's lookin' like I might play the CJC game for a semester or two. Why? Because I don't want to stay at Angelo. I don't really know where I want to go. CJC is way cheaper. I need to save money to get to Dallas. We're talking by 2007 I'm going to have an apartment up there. I'm going to go insane if I don't get there. Fo Real.

"...I'm icy, so icy..."

--KBarnes

Thursday, April 07, 2005

Hmmm...

This morning, I opened my eyes and nearly fell out of bed. It was 9:40am. I missed both my classes today. Completely overslept. That is terrible. I'm turning out to be the worst college kid ever. This weeks been, overall, a good week. BUT DAMN. It's had it's pitfalls too. I mean, I wasn't prepared for the talent show, I overslept today, there's been a few days that people have pissed me off. Hmm...We won't reflect too hard on the week though. No point. -- Still unsure as to what I'm going to be doing this weekend. Tomorrow is Friday though, and that's what really matters. Haha. Just have an 8 o'clock-er and then I'm done for the day. That sounds beautiful.

I've decided my current favorite song is from The Massacre, "Just a Lil Bit." I'm pretty sure if they'd remix it that it would go crazy in the clubs. It's not quite fast enough to be a club bangin' hit, but...I'd bet some money somebody screws wit it and turns it into one. Shoot, if I had the equipment, knowledge and skill I'd remix it. Haha. I want to be a D.J. I think that would be some crazy cool shit. D.J. K. or D.J. Kandy, maybe D.J. K.B. ... You know, whatever. Haha. We'll see, we'll see...

I guess that's enough.
--KBarnes

"...My neck, my wrists, my ears is froze..."

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Oh what a Day.

So I went all of this week thinking that the ASU Talent Show was on Thursday the 8th. Funny thing there is no Thursday the 8th in April 2005 and every poster on the ASU campus clearly states "Talent Show April 6th." Well. After a stunned realization as the UCPC coordinator called me and then some futal attempts at hitting crazy notes such as a high C-sharp at a moments notice, I just gave it up. I did not perform in the talent show. I'm a little bummed, but it is my own stupid fault. I wish I was more organized, had I been, I would have known what the hell was going on. I'm a little depressed that I didn't get to sing. And I feel like I let everyone down. I didn't mean to let y'all down, honest. I really need to get my shit together.

Other then that, things are still going well. I'm officially about one grand in debt. It's a lovely feeling. To have all these things that I want, yet know I can't afford them. Yep, it's great for the soul. Lucky for me I only need about 3 weeks and a steady job to pay that off. I'll work on it this summer. In the mean time, I'll just enjoy living the high life. Haha.

Much Love.
--KBarnes

Good Morning...

Just got up and out of the shower. I love getting up early and getting the day started. Currently my sleeping schedule is kind of messed up though. I'm on this kick where I go to bed at around 1 or 2 am and wake up promptly at 6am, then I have another burst of sleep from about noon to 3pm. It's definitely beginning to mess with my mind. I keep thinking days are passing by quickly, but they're not. It's rather interesting. Like I could have swore that yesterday was Wednesday, but by looking at my calendar here...I'd say I was wrong.

Today seems like it will be a somewhat uninteresting day. It fits perfectly in the dull lull of life that has currently laid itself in my path. I've got an 8am class. Then I'll go and enjoy a nice breakfast. Then practice for the talent show. Follow that up with a quick nap. Get up and go work out like an insane fat kid. Then find something to do to keep me out of trouble. Then go back to sleep. Maybe something will happen that takes care of this "mundane-ness" striking with awful vengence on my life and if it doesn't, I suppose I'll survive because I've only got a few more weeks of this.

Oh my goodness. Yesterday we got our Psychology Exams back. Well, I won't lie, while I did study, I didn't study very hard and it was more of a quick review of the material. I came out with an 88. A friend of mine, who studied like crazy busted out with a 76 and was ever so slightly bitter about the situation. See, the thing is, while I didn't study hard, most of the material strikes me as common sense. For some reason that psychology mess just clicks. I sat through the test, freaking out because I didn't know "for sure" answers, then sat there and selected the logical answer. Maybe I didn't deserve that grade, but I'm not a flaming idiot and I do comprehend the material very well, even if I act like a total goof-off in that class. Too bad high B's don't come that easy in my other classes.

Guess that's it.
--KBarnes

Monday, April 04, 2005

Relocating...

Well. Xanga hasn't been as entertaining as I had hoped lately. I've decided to relocate my posts back to their original site. The one that no one used to know about. I've consequently deleted all my old posts, or rather, hid them from prying eyes. Fun, fun. I think you'll all like my posts over here though, see, in this area ANYONE can leave comments. None of that "only members" B.S. It's not fair that you have to sign up to say 'whatcha' gotta say. I'm all about advocating the freedom of speech (nearly as much as tattoos) even if I don't want to hear what you've got. So comment away punks.

School has been a dull blur lately. We've been laid off at work. I'm just ready for the semester to be over so that I can go to Lene-town and work like an illegal immigrant all summer. I'm hoping to put away a few grand. We're talking 2 to 3 jobs. I'm going to hussle hard. It'll probably get ugly. Or maybe it'll be beautiful. Hard to say. Plans are starting to come together and I'm starting to lay down a few bricks in the wall of my future. We're starting the base of a sky-scraper folks, it's going to be INTENSE. I think you'll be glad, at some point in your life, that you knew me. That goes for everyone. Even the haters. (I show love, even if you ain't show love back.) Yea, Dat's me. Haha, but I show some hate too. Haha.

I had some blood work done today. That's always fun, especially when they can't find your vein or it does that lovely roll-over trick. Fun. It's all a part of my "Nickle to Dime Scheme." The one everyone has heard very little about lately. Anyways, most of my numbers were looking good. I've got to do some work on my HDL Cholesterol, it's a smidge low, and then I've got to do some work on my LDL, it was borderline. My overall Cholesterol and Triglycerides were perfect though, my blood pressure was also good. The next thing I'm thinking about getting done is a Percent Body Fat measurement. If you bust out your local BMI chart and I give you my stats, it ain't pretty, in fact I'm considered "OBESE" in the crimson area of DEATH on the chart. Haha. If you know me, I hope to God you don't think I fall in that category. I may be thick...but damn, Obese? I'm trying to present myself with sizeable weight loss with out hurting my body. It's kind of tricky. Especially when you've experimented with some HIGHLY unhealthy ways of weightloss but got results. Interesting. Hmm...

I suppose that's enough for now. More posts to come.
--KBarnes